few random thoughts...

Ok, so I have seriously had so many friends have babies in the last month, I can count at least ten on my fingers! Kaden is starting to ask when Heavenly Father will put him a little brother in mommys tummy. its so cute, i just keep telling him its up to Heavenly Father and Daddy, (whom im mostly waiting for to be ready! :) i cant say im really baby hungry when i hold others babies, it really just hits me when i have my own, then goes away when they hit about 18 months and get all crazy on me, like Kylee is doing. we had our first "tantrum" this week, and my, the attitude has hit! so crazy they can be so opinionated this early. I have been working on a digital scrapbook of her first year the last few weeks, and i just cant believe how fast that first year goes and how fast they grow up! its not fair! im not ready for a bunch of kids yet, just want a baby that stays little and lets me hold them and snuggle. I thought nursing for 14 months this time would help, but no. i just got even more attatched to it. by one it was eat fast, then jump off to play! i miss it so bad!! ANYWAYS.....
just some cute pics of when she was tiny not so long ago, yet how much she has changed how cute she has gotten, personality too! I do love this age, i could freeze her here for a while:) anyways, this is her at a month old, then pic under is a week old.






Kylee at a year...


Kylee a month ago..


so fun... all you moms with new babies, remember how fast a year goes. cuddle cuddle cuddle.

i did something ive been wanting to do for a long time just kept chickening out. chopped my hair, well five inches is all but still. feels really different, is really healthy, wont do anything now, dont know what to do with it, its pretty much all the same length. so, i did it because it needed it, it was too high maintenance, and i felt like i was spending too much time on it when i did do it, and neglcting my kids, then i felt guitly. so i just went and did it one night without thinking. im liking that its easier and takes less time to comb out when wet, and wash. well see if i dare go shorter in the near future! feels good to know that i can let go of a lot of my hair and i dont have to be so attatched to it! anyways...

just wanted to also thank my mother in law and my family for coming to see us last week! both just decided to come for no reason which was great. thanks for the fun! come again soon!!

our silly trip to the ER....

well.. this morning kaden wakes me up at 5:00 am with a horrible fever. so, I give him medicine and snuggle him back to sleep, its useless, he cant sleep too sick. so about eight we go downstairs, to get some breakfast. then i notice his finger! I freak out, it was NOT like that the night before. actually no sign of anything. Nick freaks out and thinks its a brown recluse. so i call the doc, they say go to the ER. so we do. its not, doc knows right away. "does he bite his nails?" i say yep! duh, its a cuticle infection that is really really bad. its called something really long and difficult, but just an infection. so they tell us they have to do a little surgical removal of infection. ask if we should put him to sleep and Kaden says "ill be really brave" so... they just numb both fingers and go to town! cutting under the nail under the cuticle and remove all the yuck!! Kaden was soooo good. sat there being all tough.. he had so many nurses and docs coming in saying" i heard there is a really cute boy in the ER" he got choc milk, crayons, sticker book, coloring book! spoiled! but he deserved it and hes all good now!! HOPEFULLY he learned his lesson and will stop biting!!! heres a cute pic of his being all brave!!
so if you bite your nails... STOP!!


a few pics of Kylee... and her new favorites...
(you can click to enlarge)

COLORING...

JUMPIN JACKS...

EATING...

and...
if you didnt read my "going private" post and give me your email, please scroll down and do so, i will be switching to private really soon:)

finally going private....

Well, since the break-in, i have felt very creeped out, non private, could go on and on. They got away with my moms present, which consisted of a whole family picture CD and lots of pics of my kids, which will probably end up in the garbage somewhere(hopefully) but the feeling that i haven't kept my kids very secure on this blog thing is starting to scare me. one of these days something is going to happen and im going to wish i would have locked my blog a long time ago....ive shared too much on here. too many creeps out there, not worth it. So, please leave your email if you would like an invite:)